"I've got to find that fire that defined me once so well." -GOOD RIDDANCE

Sunday, September 09, 2007

"i'm here for a good time, not a long time, so have a good time, and..." something else i can't remember

it's been ages and i won't bore you with the minor details. life is plugging along one day at a time. my family is great and holds me together every day. i don't know how often i will continue to do this as i have a lack of internet access and little time if i did.

but i miss this. i miss sharing with you guys and reading about what's going on in your lives. it felt at the time like it meant something. like it was something important and beautiful. maybe i am just a loser with no friends and the internet blog roll is my only crew to depend on other than melissa and makena. but it meant something to me, and still does even though i feel somewhat disconnected now. it felt like a family, the way it should be. people from all walks of life coming together to share joys and sorrows, thoughts and struggles, love and frustration, and our joint hate of the calgary stampeders. okay, i added that one in. i may be the only one for that. anyway, i miss you guys. i will try and check in once in a while and maybe someday i will be a part of this family from a distance. i just wanted to take this opportunity to give y'all a shout out and a big fat screw you to henry burris and the stamps. take care and much love.

peace. blair.